Monday, March 28, 2011

i cant belive it..
18 years old and i dont have much freedom..
even if i want to go out i have to ask the LION..

omg..

worst case, my bro add fuel to it..
making sure i cant go out..IDK..

my life is like in a plastic bag or a ballon..
i am waitting to explode..
the anger inside me and the sadness in my heart

i did imagine the worst case,
if i am really angry and cant take it,
i will change and ran out of the house,
to somehwere quiet,
stay there till the night,
and walked home...
hopefully i am still able to go home

i feel like going to the beach
just lie or stit there looking at the sea
feel the breeze on my face...
it will make me feel better

so many things had happen..
now is only the begining..
when will it be the end?

i am tired of it..
life is unfair and cruel
it will never be smooth sailing
the world is filled with cruelity
it is realistic...

there is only suffering in this world..
everything begins with a life and end with a last breadth