Saturday, August 2, 2014

Recently work has been crazy,so much hidden codes and dislikes. Somehow feeling sad that my colleague is leaving, left me alone to handle the project. Wonder if i could do it....starting i felt no one knows whats going on in the office but actually they have eyes to see...oh well glad they can see it. Somehow it is mean to talk behind ppl backs but is normal afterall.

Soon exam results out so stress....hope i will pass...a pass is good enough for now

Guess no r/s is ever smooth sailing without any problems. But is how we faced and solved it. Sometimes i wondered how did i managed to step out and accepting another r/s. I am not an expressive person, i can't convey my thoughts well verbally. I am good at writing it out. It feels sucky when I can't get someone to understand my thoughts. Maybe is true that i am a bottle, who likes to keep my inner thoughts.

Still i have not reach the goal of who i want to be...is such a tiring process.