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Friday, August 31, 2012

Beautiful thursday

Thanks Jolene for coming all the way to Pasir Ris to teach me how to roller blade.

Thursday weather was lovely, it wasn't sunny at all, the wind was cooling.
The gloomy sky reminded me of Japan....

So we ate brunch at White Sands and off to the park..
I sucks at roller blade...so hard to balance..i fell twice and almost fell at least 5 times...wanted to give up after half an hour but Jolene encouraged me not to.
Finally after 1 hr i gave up...hahaha Jolene bladed while i walked beside her.
While blade we chatted :)
First time i walked twice from one end to the other end of the park.

Next we headed to Tampanies. to find Wendy Chin :)
Finally i met her....i kept saying maybe i will find her at work later since last 2 months.
Next Ys find us at tm..and as usual we are "homeless" roaming around the 3 malls there

Finally 6pm, wendy end work..had dinner and home :)

Wonder how long can i run away from it...
i want avoid...why are people always wanting to meet me when i don't want to..i don't get it.

Monday, August 27, 2012

Holidays!

1 week of holiday before 6 months internship...

There are lots i want to do within this week.

1. Finish the books i borrowed from library.
As usual Murder books, UFOs & Alien, Shopaholic.

2. Want try to cook Aglio Olio

3. Try to play a small part of "What are words" on the piano
(part of my wish list since last last sem)

4. Want to learn Roller Blade with Jolene

5. Shop for intern attire

6. Watch all my dramas

Last Friday Night

Noon met Zi Xian and Xin Yi for lunch!!
Finally after 3 years we met :D awesome
it wasn't awkward at all, it felt like time was rewind to sec 4 years
Lunch at Manhattan fish market, as usual full of laughter and joy!! :)
Next we tried out the new ice cream shop at White Sands.
hahah then we head to Xin Yi home to chill....
then went to Tampines mall..we are super impromptu with the outing
but i like! The next meeting will be in Oct i guess..

Whatsapp group from Clubber night to Zi Char!
haha reason coz i cant go clubbing..so ya.

Zi Char at Newton with Jolene, Yan Seng, Chien Nie and Joshua :)
They joy of eating together :)
After dinner, we went to Novena shopping mall to walk around and stone.
We love to stone at random timing.
Notice, yan seng love to park at car park with lots of spirals on the way.
The way he drove up was crazy haha

Friday was awesome..time flies when we are having fun!

23 Aug 2012

My last exam paper in Ngee Ann is over!!!!!!!!

Went Bukit Timah Plaza with the "Avengers"
Next Taiwan group bbq from 2pm-6pm
Guess that will be the last outing with "Avengers"....

Evening celebrated my mum's Birthday :)

Took from Xuer Er tweet to us tweet :D

Friday, August 17, 2012

Lyrics

Amazing how songs can describe how humans feels...
ok..coz song writers are humans that explained why.

"When the stars drawn out on the night sky bring up your memories,
I take you out of my old diaries."

"It's that killer smile i longed for."

"That soft gaze in your eyes."

"Will the dream-like memories also scatter?"

"My head hates you but my heart loves you."

"The only person who crazily cherished me in my entire life was you."

"If I erase your name that I long for, can all of your face be erased?"

"My aching love, it's bitter as if I swallowed poison."

"If this was how it's going to be, I shouldn't have loved."

"How did it end up like that?"

"Lost the love, i love the most."

"Didn't you said you will wait?"

"You're telling me lies."

"I hate myself for losing you."

"Letting go was my biggest regret."

"I am stuck, how am i supposed to move on?"

"You moved on without me..."

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Dream

Woke up with a series of crazy dreams...

First was i dream that my house was very near the seaside, and everything in my life was revert back to the past 3 years where everything should be in that way. Those gazes and stares memories are priceless.

Next I dreamed that i was trying to kill an enemy with my gun but the bullets did not kill her...
before i could reload my gun...my alarm rang..can't find out what happened next.

I could not ask more in real life, all i hope was that friendly smile again....

16th August 2012

BMM exam was over :)
i didn't study Product life cycle and it came out...lucky the marks isn't alot.
1 more exam paper and i am done with this semester!
This is 1 of the fastest and craziest semester ever.
Hope to attain my goal though.

Monday, August 13, 2012

Yes or No?

1 week has passed...still i can't make a decision
usually i am decisive, yes or no within a day.
Should i go ocs social night or not?

I still remember during poly ocs visit the officer was introducing a white uniform and told the girls
"If someone ask you out for social night, just say yes. Is not easy to ask a girl out."
and the girls we have the expression "ohh..i see"
I know it is like a favour, they need bring a girl if not they will have extra duty.
But part of me was nooo don't go.....oh well...

BMM paper this thursday...
gotta kill that paper..i need A badly...
Trying hard to study today but it failed hahahahah

P.S Should have listened to that voice inside me

Friday, August 10, 2012

Worrying

Grandpa was discharged from hospital on Sunday, less than a week he is ill again.
Hope he is gonna be well......seeing how my mum and aunt are worrying saddens me.
Though i am not that close to my grandfather but he still jokes with me and the way he pronounce my name is cute.

I felt bad cancelling the roller balding session on Saturday...but i had no choice. Mum gonna be busy, whipping up healthy dishes for grandpa. I hope i can be of some help....guess i will be damm busy with helping her go market and light housework.
Some people will never understand that kind of busy feeling

Thursday, August 9, 2012

8 August 2012

Happy Birthday Wendy Chin :)
Time flies, since year 1.
Glad i have such a sweet and wonderful friend :D

Went to have Flame pizza with Ke Ying and Wendy Chin...hehe the pizza was delicious :)
Next Kbox with Ryan, Jun Xing and Joshua. (my first time to Sg kbox)
haha all of them sang quite well. Sang Birthday song in 3 languages...seeing Wendy Chin smile and made a wish was awesome. Glad she enjoyed it :D

Such outing is fun with few people.Can't imagine since year 1, we are still hanging out together.
I can't wait for exams to be over, i want go Sentosa with Ke Ying and Wendy Chin :)

(took from ke ying's blog)

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

7 August 2012

My last presentation for poly life :)
IP presentation was great, nerve wrecking but was awesome.
During the presentation we had funny hand actions and everything was within time limit.
This semester, i love my project groups..though the starting was tough but the middle of the semester we worked better as a team.
Lucky there was Jolene and Chien Nie to do Photoshop..if not me and Joshua sure die.
Overall, we had 1 A and 2 B+...i would say we could have done better but I was satisfied. This class is super competitive....TB14 is the most competitive class i had been to.

After IP, we went out to chill...for the first time as a group we watched Total Recall.
The movie was awesome...the way plot everything and their speeches are meaningful. It took lots of energy and concentration to watched that movie. Mind blowing movie :)

What is real....

Friday, August 3, 2012

August....

Hectic days ahead, Tuesday is the final IP presentation...
There are still so much things to do and finalize...the remaining road is always isn't easy.

Sometimes, when i looked back...
I wondered how far did i manage to run.
What gave me the courage to move on.
How many times did I failed.
Did i become a better person?
What are my goals in life.
How many things i regretted so far...
How many mistakes did i do
How much stuff i had sacrificed
Lost memories can never be found again...
I am just living day by day.....

You know what, people future looks bright..while mine is bleak.
Neighbor got into OCS and had a scholarship...
My brother A level soon, bet he gonna score well too..
My friends gonna have their own life goals too...
While for me, i am still struggling to find my goals...

So much stuff had happened recently...
I should be happy, shouldn't I?
After all that was what I wish for...
But part of me was screaming nooo, it can't happen

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

I will never fall...i can't fall either.

Stopping a feeling is one skill, one has to learn.
It hurts but it is worth it in the long run.
Liking someone, who you know you can never be with while hurting someone, who loves you......

You have hit the bull eye, that's the fear which i can never overcome...
unless i do something about it, but it isn't easy. All i can wonder is "why"....

Mad & Furious

Last week was crazy, my group rushed projects like siao
MRSH we did till 4am while leader did till 6.30am...next day we were like walking zombies haha

Today was SM presentation, same a 2 day rule! We took 2 days to complete it...slept at 2am while leader slept at 6.30am. Haha but the last minute work paid off :)

It was my first time in poly life doing project so last minute and ace it :)

Last leap, integrated project!! whoo we survived as a team for almost a semester. Last stretch :)

phelia - for the designer.
Horizon Road - for the picture.
masterjinn - for the brushes.

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