thROCKSTAR; added with paper

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Feeling lost

Yesterday was another ordinary school day except lots had happened. Firstly, projs..feeling so loast on what to do my grpmates are different except josh Secondly, they are rich..and thats the problem, rich ppl always want it their way no way i am gonna budge Thirdly, my friend seemed to realise friends around him starts to change his 6th sense is superb..me in the middle is so tough but i am not gonna breath a word about it Lastly, my wonderful friend Wendy Chin had en lighted me alot :) Thanks! The wish that i don't want to happen came true...oh well..so not gonna bless it "Reality continues to ruin my life"

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

17 April 2012

Tuesday..off sch for lecture..2hrs break went to Thomson Plaza with friends for lunch
so funny..a car ride to there to have pizza hut. Somehow out with different clique have different kind of convo :)

Next was Bcomm 3 lesson..gosh it is not gonna be easy at all
so many smart people in my class..wts

Finally evening! :)
Met Lillian at her house there to develop neoprint but the Photoshop
didn't provide the service :(( walked to Ehub! with her, chatted along the way
haha usual stuff abt worries and uni admission...

We talked till our throat dried and Grace and Zi Xian had not arrived
finally at 7.30 they reached :)

Dinner with BFFs was fun, good time to catch up and remissness those sec sch memories :) As usual, we laughed alot..till my voice feels weird the next day. But it is worth it, i didn't laughed that crazy since a long time.

That was the happiest evening for that month :D

Back to reality, the next day. So many worries and fears in my mind. It is kinda hard to share it or voice out.
Oh well, Grace in love and to me she doesn't seem to many any worries, happy everyday :) haha but that love feeling will run out one day.
Zi Xian everyday happy go lucky, smiling always :D :D how wish i have that attitude too
Next, Lillian she too has problems but she accepted it and find ways to solve it. At least, she has a goal and dream to work towards to. How wish, I can accept the reality too....but i couldn't and trying hard to salvage the damage.

It is really tiring..feeling super worn out. Wonder when will the whole thing end. If only i can't be bothered about my Poly grades, sch life will be soooo much easier. Felling the pressure..can't be bothered to wear nicely for sch either..can't life have a "Pause" button

Monday, April 16, 2012

1st day of Year 3

went for 11am lecture

somehow whenever i take 151 and it passes Ke Ying bus stop where she board the bus
my brain will automatically wonder if she will board the bus i am in
haha and today she did :)

anw lecture feeling isnt the same
first day briefing on what to expect and the projects
wow it isn't easy at all...sianz..

ke ying once said "let's see who die first, HRM or Marketing"
haha think i will die first for sure

don't look forward to this whole week.

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Saw my new semester name list...one word sianz
next saw the amount of projects and assessments..omg
wonder if i will be able to cope to get A
ya i am obsessed with "A"
how wish holidays are forever.

Year 1 told my friend, i can't wait for year 3 and graduate
now i want time to stand still..how ironic

If life is an easy road, it wouldn't be called "life"

there really no hope for me

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

SG Flyer :)

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Our Friendship day

Grace and Zi xian came up with a date of our friendship from calculating our birthdays
haha 2 years passed..even I had forgotten the date..doubt Lillian and the rest can remember it..gotta a feeling that it was in March. Anw Happy Friendship day :)) (though march is over haha)
Best Girlfriends i ever had!!!

Book of regrets

Book of regrets is the recent book i read....the book advice was to write it all out
i had many regrets in my life..10 fingers isn't enough to count..

Biggest regret, not studying hard for year 1 as well as O level.
I didn't gave my best..trying to fool myself that i did though.

Second. letting go of the wrong person and at the wrong time. Shouldn't listen to my brain should have heed my inner voice.

there's this good friend of mine somehow
he drift away from us, kept a distance..guess he as his own reasons
but i just felt that it is kinda foolish...guess i have no right to comment about it.
Anw there were so many things we could talk about from sch work to personal life problems..can tell there were many regrets he had..like what he shouldn't do, studied harder and so on..i realized that i was seeing myself at that point...

another friend of mine, there is this girl he liked but end up they didn't get together (dunno the details). Ya it was me, who consoled him...but it just feels weird..my console weren't sincere at all...you always there when i am feeling down, sad or angry..but thats's not what i want..can't you see my heart too..

Relax

Last two week woke up early, 7.50 on a windy morning :)
That morning me and Xin Yi jog from our home to Pasir Ris Beach
it wasn't a long walk to there ard 10 mins...the ponies are very cute :))
haha at the part starting point
we jogged to the play ground. The swing was empty! Phew finally no small kids
to fight with for the swing.

Swing is so fun! (to me perhaps) is like siting on it go up as high as i could
at that moment, all the troubles seemed to be gone :)
enjoying the present moment and the cool breeze...once up i don't feel like stopping

next, we sat on a bench and look at the sea..though the sea wasn't that vast but it is far and deep to look far ahead...listening to the waves is wonderful

after a while, we walked to Elias Mall for breakfast..the way back seemed to be never ending haha..we chatted alot..that's how my awesome morning ended :D :D

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