Sunday, January 13, 2013
Damm tired
I really wonder whose internship is as busy as mine
11 Jan went training at samsung hq...i enjoy going with my promoters but i just don't like (cant mention). After training was 10pm..damm tired..took circle line to old airport road with promoters to eat..home 1 AM..damm tired
More such nights to come....funny how there's still test.
Weekends 12&13 Jan isn't any better, saturday need do stock take, chase promoters for sales. Sunday busy finding replacements, sending email, chasing for sales, went tampines mall to install retail mode but wasted trip zzz. Evening, busy with complaints..obviosuly is bias complaints, damm annoyed. I trust my promoters.
Seriously, I am crazy to continuing working in my intern company after attachment. Having second thought about it...i am just tired of chasing people, tired of people chasing me for things, tired of meeting new people...just tired of everything.
I felt damm bad for canceling my saturday plans with my firends...i know all of us were looking forward but coz of work it was cancel
Seriosuly, i dont have my own time....my world revoles around work, promoters and family commitments. Need some peaceful time..just me alone.
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
Looking back 2012
2012 was a great year...
Lots of up and down, lots of hard work and rewards.
It is a great year after all, I managed to attain my goal.
My last semester gpa was above my target, gotten in 6mth internship,
went to Taiwan and mini trip to Malaysia. Glad i got into a company that is
friendly and currently enjoying my job :)
Secondly, I made many new friends. Strengthened some bonds as well as lose some. Glad i met my good friend Jolene <3. Miss Ke Ying also became my good friend (she is stern with her words haha) and Wendy Chin too :D
Not to forget some promoters became my good friends, they showed me the other side of the world, brought joy to my life and scolded me to wake me up :)
Thirdly, glad poly gonna end soon. Though wasn't be able to attain high gpa at least I am glad my hard work for year 2 and 3 did not go down the drain. My first priority now is to get A for internship and enter a local uni.
Fourthly, October till December was a mentally and emotionally challenge months. I am just glad friends were there when i needed them. At least i have no regrets, i managed to say what i want to say. After all, that happiness will never be mine. Seriously, i do not know why I want it so badly. Maybe Joshua was right, i felt indigent and I just want the feel of wining. It just hit me...first time i felt the blow. I just wanted cold hard truth that's how i give up. Finally, I freed my mind. So gonna to move on.
