Thursday, June 28, 2012
SIANZ
Back to school...
sianz my bcomm data gathering B coz i didnt develop the small talk..wts.\
i thought teacher was a driver...sianz..my first B for bcomm sice year 1
damm Thursday wasn't any better...wisp assignment 1 C+ wts..i don't even know where
i wrote wrong..is all about terrorism..
next few weeks will be hectic...presentations or test for every weeks.
if only i couldn't be bother about GPA, i wouldn't be struggling...
Sch life has been more fun after the Taiwan trip, became closer with my classmates
of all topics, r/s topic always appear..
geze my friend asked me "when you gonna start dating?"
i was like ehhhhh didn't thought of it....it hasn't cross my mind
my heart was dead long ago....why i kept making wrong decisions.
I listened to my head...should have listen to my heart instead.
TAIWAN Marketing Trip
Headed off to Taiwan on 16 june 2012
Day 1: Saturday
It was normal though, everyone are not close yet. Went to Danshui lao jie, lots of food there. The most epic part was we shopped till no time to eat, dao bao back our food to the hotel :)
Day 2: Sunday
Morning Yeliu National Park, the place is sunny and windy. Scenery was beautiful with the vast sea. Took lots of jump shots. Noon, Went to the biggest supermarket in Taiwan....shooped around till we were bored. The most funny part was we sat outside a closed starbucks waiting for time to pass. Also went to Si Men Ting in the evening...opps i dont rmb anything at there haha
Day 3: Monday
Whoo, went to Taipei 101 and the stock exchange company to listen to talks....
We shopped around the area...next off to another company...eveing went to keelung temple night market, it was rainning damm heavily and that area food didnt suit our tasre..dinner was just chicken cutlet and bread.
Day 4: Tuesday
National Taipe University, the "You are the apple of my eye" was shot at the uni, cool....next part another 2 companies before freedom. Gezze went to Shilin night market...dine at Hello Kitty restaurant!!it was fun :) we had to cab back to hotel before 11pm...room check at 11..lame
haha the taxi ride was super epic, our chinese damm fail and we read the address wrongly. That was the highlight for that day :)
Day 5: Wednesday
Wednesday did nothing much but fun coz company visit cancel! off to our free time shopping...curfew for that day was 8am! coz of strong rain and wind warning..but there was a big shopping mall just beside our hotel damm shiok! back hotel early we slack and chat, play card games eat....
Day 6 : Thursday
Wonderful day with no company visit, went Sun Moon lake, shopped at Ximen Ding..there lots to eat and shop :) back to hotel, we sneak out to a 8 mins drive to KTV...whoo that experience was awesome, we ate and sing for 2 hrs....but time flies super fast...at 10.20 we faster cab back to meet teacher at 10.30 hahahahaha
Day 7: FRIDAY!!
Went to Theme park...took 3 crazy rides, the viking ships was shiok and scary...free fall was scary went high to the top and dropped down... the other ride was worst stuck in the air 360 degree and it kept going on..My friends sang "We are Young" during the ride, super funny :)that ride was the longest ride..haha next was tea cup we spin like crazy. Evening went to Wu Fen Pu...there was a shopping paradise...spent lots of money there.After roon check, we sneaked out again....took a 25 mins cab to some place for massage...ended was 1am...the rest went clubbing while me and 3 others went back to hotel..by the time i settled down and sleep was 4am in the morning....
Day 7: Saturday
Off to Sinhapore.....Back to home is shiok!!! but is back to reality.....
upload pics when i have the time
Thursday, June 14, 2012
Already Gone
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah
Busy
Today was a busy day for me...
ended the day on a happy notes, dinner with BFFs. Everything feels different, guess no one stays the same forever. Changes are scary...depends how we are gonna face it
Somehow places i went today, brings back many vivid memories...
Images flashing after one another...
It is just impossible to forget everything..everything once i had were destroyed by my own hands and choices..how am i supposed to walk out of it. Stricken with guilt...till now i don't know how to face you. Fate pays a huge part, you just kept appearing in my life...i notice you but you didn't see me..guess this should be the way after all. What hurts the most was seeing you with someone else.
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
The beginning of the sufferings
School life is getting crazier each day... tons of projects and year 3 projects isn't easy... However, this semester with different group mates = Hell. Doing projects is much more tougher than in the past, a not motivated team is really hard to lead....oh well i shall take it in my stride...i care so much coz i want to get As no matter what. People lives around me are interesting...friend telling me about her relationship problems when i don't know how to answer..to me it was a trivial issue compare to my problems. If only problems can be solved, life would be so much better....so much stuff to worry and care about. If only i am able to care less, everything will be better too. There is a limit to what i can shoulder..everything except money is an issue...why is this happening to me. Human always want things that they could not have. We are always trying to fill up that empty feeling, trying to find self-actualization. The process of trying, walking alone, those dark times and feeling are not easy. Once you are able to step out of it, the tiring process is worth it. But many of us gave up while trying....will i be one of them. True, i have a strong mentality but i doubt i could last that long.................. Taiwan trip is next week but i am not looking forward to it...it is only a short escape from my misery. There's this regret that i can't overcome...past years i thought i had..but in the end it wasn't...everything just kept flowing back. When will this feelings just evaporate away.....if only memories can be erased. Like dust, will those good memories change and leave?
