Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Tuesday..off sch for lecture..2hrs break went to Thomson Plaza with friends for lunch
so funny..a car ride to there to have pizza hut. Somehow out with different clique have different kind of convo :)

Next was Bcomm 3 lesson..gosh it is not gonna be easy at all
so many smart people in my class..wts

Finally evening! :)
Met Lillian at her house there to develop neoprint but the Photoshop
didn't provide the service :(( walked to Ehub! with her, chatted along the way
haha usual stuff abt worries and uni admission...

We talked till our throat dried and Grace and Zi Xian had not arrived
finally at 7.30 they reached :)

Dinner with BFFs was fun, good time to catch up and remissness those sec sch memories :) As usual, we laughed alot..till my voice feels weird the next day. But it is worth it, i didn't laughed that crazy since a long time.

That was the happiest evening for that month :D

Back to reality, the next day. So many worries and fears in my mind. It is kinda hard to share it or voice out.
Oh well, Grace in love and to me she doesn't seem to many any worries, happy everyday :) haha but that love feeling will run out one day.
Zi Xian everyday happy go lucky, smiling always :D :D how wish i have that attitude too
Next, Lillian she too has problems but she accepted it and find ways to solve it. At least, she has a goal and dream to work towards to. How wish, I can accept the reality too....but i couldn't and trying hard to salvage the damage.

It is really tiring..feeling super worn out. Wonder when will the whole thing end. If only i can't be bothered about my Poly grades, sch life will be soooo much easier. Felling the pressure..can't be bothered to wear nicely for sch either..can't life have a "Pause" button