Friday, May 18, 2012
Officer Cadet School :)
17 May 2012, woke uo at 5.20 am super early but it is worth it went to Officer cadet school :), it was fun learnt quite a number of things and the live firing was shiok except not real bullts :( there are many eye candies at the school :) saw 1 commander that i know. Finally know what my mum meant by OCS.
Friday, May 4, 2012
All i want is skin without scars...how is that so tough to achieve for girls..but for me it is a challenge. Life is really unfair, why me? can't i just be like other girls, able to wear beautiful dress and shorts..but me sad case... I have everything..except that. Can't everyone be perfect without flaws. We only get to live once..but why can't life just be perfect. Enjoy life as it is..but there are so much sufferings going on. Amazing how Earth can support life and not other planets. It is hard to just count our blessings without complaints. Humans can never be satisfied, greed will ruin us one day
Life ain't getting any better time doesn't heal scars doesn't fade there's nothing to look forward to dreams are shattered reality continues to crawl in trying hard to change reality regrets continue to ruin my life nothing else matter right now what is the purpose of life? does fate and destiny really exist? Why am i trying so hard for? What's the point? It is too late... You are just a distant memory Someone who entered and just left without a word Being happy is all you said Everything were lies Glad i didn't buy those lies Beautiful deception I am filled with jealousy