Sunday, December 16, 2012
Confused
I am so confused....let go of it but it came back haunting me.
Seriously when i decided to forget and let go it comes back
What logic is this? What is it suppose to mean?
Had suppressed the thoughts and feelings for a long time.
Internship work has kept me busy from entertaining those thoughts
I kept running away from what my heart and mind trying to tell me.
Trying hard not to succumb to it...trying to heed friends' advice.
I failed....stop coming and going as you like.
So what if my wish had come true...it doesn't make sense
There are so many things to think about...
I just don't want to know...pretending that i do not know anything
Afraid I will hurt you...just let me be..stop catching me when i fall.
