Wednesday, September 22, 2010
sad
today is mid autumn festival and supposed to go Pasir Ris park to play candles and cycle with my secondary sch friends but had to work till 7pm...sad :(...while walking home just now...i saw kids playing with sparklers, candles and latern...all of a sudden i feel so empty within me...i feel so lonely...feel i miss my childhood...thinking when was the last time i played with candles...when was the last time i went out with my friends...when was the last time i actually feel happy...hmmm...actually i dont really need any $$4...so why am i working..siao
i am back....one word "sianz" i really feel like quiting as a endless talking machine...maybe if i really dont want to work...i will quit by next week...i rather do things that i feel happy about :) maybe studying and slacking at home...at most i dont have extra $$$ to shop and buy new clothes but at least i am happy :)
